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Things I am Looking Forward to:
Family Meeting up on 1st February
Official Ask for hand in marriage on 20th March Engagement in June
Looking for mine and Zeyauls Home in 2010
Wedding in 2010
Ahh..Finally its saturday.. Im suppose to meet bean today.. i promised to meet him in skewl at 10 as i had to submit my evaluation forms.. but then.. i woke up late so i met him at 11 instead.. when i saw him... my heart stop fer a while.. i haven seen him for about 3 weeks.. and damn.. he is looking soo handsome.. i fell in lurve all over again.. He was wearing this goldish yellow top and nice dark jeans and nike shoes.. and those spikey hair.. oh gawd... *melts*
Then we made our way to skewl.. upon reaching there..the whole skewl like haunted..so quiet.. nobody around.. once i submitted the forms.. we both dunno where to go next.. then he decided to eat at KFC at J8.. so we took the train there.. and had fun with the food.. then once again..dilemma of where to go next.. think think think..still dunno where to go..then i decided to go to our halwa port..it was so windy there and we can just sit and talk and forget all our worries..well.. practically.. thats what we did.. catch up with each other on the past 3 weeks we didnt meet up and all.. it was nice.. it was romantic.. falling in lurve all over again.. and then around 4.. he send me home.. the bus ride home was memorable..stuff happened.. well... dun think i should share it here rite.. thats another story.. so till then... adios!~
Family Meeting up on 1st February
Official Ask for hand in marriage on 20th March Engagement in June
Looking for mine and Zeyauls Home in 2010
Wedding in 2010
2005-10-14 @ Friday, October 14, 2005
Hi there everyone..welcome to the world of MY FAMILY!! I know i know my mum told me not to hang dirty laundry out the window.. but WHO CARES WHEN THEY ARE DRIVING YOU INSANE!!! LITERALLY INSANE!!!!
I stop my attachment on the 30th of september and since then it has been HELL FOR ME!!
I went for a few fucked up interview and since i can only work for one frikking month, they tot why waste time and training to hire me.. fair enough.. so i decided to stay at home and maybe rest abit or something.. although i still hope i get a job some where..
My plan was to just slack around and help when needed.. and it was going on fine fer a few days till boredom sets in.. My mum and bro tends to think my free time is THEIR FREETIME.. im so bored i counted the crack on my stupid ceilings.. i even start crossing days on my calendar as if im serving time in jail.. let me tell u a typical day of my life in boredom ville..
I will sleep at around 5am in the morning just literally listening to songs, eat, watch tv... do watever i wanna do and enjoy the feeling of being 'alone' cause everyone is asleep and no one can bother me..lemme tell u..those times we heaven for me.. i can even hear a pin drop.. ahhhh..silence...and FREEDOM..
And the price u pay for sleeping that late is of course waking up late.. really late.. around 1... and since i have nothing to do, i decided to laze around in bed.. tempting the idea of sleeping more.. till i smell my mum's cooking and i know i gotta wake up and fill my stupid tummy.. THEN TROUBLE STARTS!!
My mum will nag nag nag nag bout this and that and everything.. and so i just keep to myself and follow heed if she needs anything.. then the stupid 'raja sesat' aka My idiotic brother will come back from skewl and straight to bed to sleep.. sleep the whole day and wake up at 8.. Once he wake up..usually trouble will start more..
Since my granny has shifted back next door.. there is alot of stuff that needed to be passed to and fro.. and isnt it my brothers duty to do that?? NO!! he waits for me to do it and physically abuse me.. the torture!!
My only defence in all this matter is to shut up and keep to myself and just keep doing watever.. and this is interpreted as attitude towards the mother son crap!! If its not for my dad.. i would have gone insane.. But still im lucky my dad goes out to work.. if not i have 3 to handle.. surely drive me up the wall!! ARGH!!!
Now this sat, my parents are planning to paint the entire house and i got bean to help us out.. you noe why?? SO HE CAN KEEP ME COOL AND SANE through this process.. maybe our family should be made into some sitcom for u guys to watch and laugh on.. i will confirm be dress as this gothic death worshipping chick.. haizzz..... Well.. i think i vent my anger enuff.. just need someone to rescue me from here and bring me out or something.. ANYWHERE!! Farezah..If ur reading this.. SAFE MEEEE!!!!!
I stop my attachment on the 30th of september and since then it has been HELL FOR ME!!
I went for a few fucked up interview and since i can only work for one frikking month, they tot why waste time and training to hire me.. fair enough.. so i decided to stay at home and maybe rest abit or something.. although i still hope i get a job some where..
My plan was to just slack around and help when needed.. and it was going on fine fer a few days till boredom sets in.. My mum and bro tends to think my free time is THEIR FREETIME.. im so bored i counted the crack on my stupid ceilings.. i even start crossing days on my calendar as if im serving time in jail.. let me tell u a typical day of my life in boredom ville..
I will sleep at around 5am in the morning just literally listening to songs, eat, watch tv... do watever i wanna do and enjoy the feeling of being 'alone' cause everyone is asleep and no one can bother me..lemme tell u..those times we heaven for me.. i can even hear a pin drop.. ahhhh..silence...and FREEDOM..
And the price u pay for sleeping that late is of course waking up late.. really late.. around 1... and since i have nothing to do, i decided to laze around in bed.. tempting the idea of sleeping more.. till i smell my mum's cooking and i know i gotta wake up and fill my stupid tummy.. THEN TROUBLE STARTS!!
My mum will nag nag nag nag bout this and that and everything.. and so i just keep to myself and follow heed if she needs anything.. then the stupid 'raja sesat' aka My idiotic brother will come back from skewl and straight to bed to sleep.. sleep the whole day and wake up at 8.. Once he wake up..usually trouble will start more..
Since my granny has shifted back next door.. there is alot of stuff that needed to be passed to and fro.. and isnt it my brothers duty to do that?? NO!! he waits for me to do it and physically abuse me.. the torture!!
My only defence in all this matter is to shut up and keep to myself and just keep doing watever.. and this is interpreted as attitude towards the mother son crap!! If its not for my dad.. i would have gone insane.. But still im lucky my dad goes out to work.. if not i have 3 to handle.. surely drive me up the wall!! ARGH!!!
Now this sat, my parents are planning to paint the entire house and i got bean to help us out.. you noe why?? SO HE CAN KEEP ME COOL AND SANE through this process.. maybe our family should be made into some sitcom for u guys to watch and laugh on.. i will confirm be dress as this gothic death worshipping chick.. haizzz..... Well.. i think i vent my anger enuff.. just need someone to rescue me from here and bring me out or something.. ANYWHERE!! Farezah..If ur reading this.. SAFE MEEEE!!!!!
2005-10-09 @ Sunday, October 09, 2005
Wow weee.. Its been a week since i last blog and quite alot has happened.. Well..on monday.. i woke up feeling happy.. haiz.. no more work or skewl.. can slack fer a whole month.. then i decided i needed to go get myself a job.. so off to interview at metro wit linda.. well.. as expected.. i didnt get the stupid job cause i can only work for 1 month..who wants right!!
Tried the same shit on tuesday and wednesday.. still no luck.. so i tot.. oh wat the heck.. just slack la..i guess thats wat im meant to do.. however, on thursday.. i went on a cleaning frenzy.. oh gawd u should see me clean.. i started cleaning my room at every corner every side until there was no dust. .i started at 3.. i finish at 9... then at around 10..i scrubbed my whole toilet until u can lick off the toilet bowl..that clean..( i scrub too hard till the lid came off) i dunno why la.. scrub scrub scrub..
then too tired already..sleep laa.. wat else.. then on friday.. usual crap..slack some more.. clean some more.. then at around 9 went over to my granny place.. then after that my cousin came back home.. shabbeer..he didnt allow me to leave early.. so after my parents left.. i slack awhile wit him la.. then my other cousin jaja brought me home.. haiz.. its fun to hang out wit him.. we even made plans for next saturday..and thats another story to tell.. i wont say now..
then today.. as usual.. meet beany baby!! i missed him.. we go skewl.. return my library books.. borrow more books.. then go eat at LJS( yeah we dun give a fark bout fasting) then we head out to halwa port..slack slack slack.. then go home la... its a nice day..i wonder wats gonna happen tomolo.. so we shall wait and see la.. till then.. tooorahhH!!
Tried the same shit on tuesday and wednesday.. still no luck.. so i tot.. oh wat the heck.. just slack la..i guess thats wat im meant to do.. however, on thursday.. i went on a cleaning frenzy.. oh gawd u should see me clean.. i started cleaning my room at every corner every side until there was no dust. .i started at 3.. i finish at 9... then at around 10..i scrubbed my whole toilet until u can lick off the toilet bowl..that clean..( i scrub too hard till the lid came off) i dunno why la.. scrub scrub scrub..
then too tired already..sleep laa.. wat else.. then on friday.. usual crap..slack some more.. clean some more.. then at around 9 went over to my granny place.. then after that my cousin came back home.. shabbeer..he didnt allow me to leave early.. so after my parents left.. i slack awhile wit him la.. then my other cousin jaja brought me home.. haiz.. its fun to hang out wit him.. we even made plans for next saturday..and thats another story to tell.. i wont say now..
then today.. as usual.. meet beany baby!! i missed him.. we go skewl.. return my library books.. borrow more books.. then go eat at LJS( yeah we dun give a fark bout fasting) then we head out to halwa port..slack slack slack.. then go home la... its a nice day..i wonder wats gonna happen tomolo.. so we shall wait and see la.. till then.. tooorahhH!!
2005-10-03 @ Monday, October 03, 2005
Ahh..Finally its saturday.. Im suppose to meet bean today.. i promised to meet him in skewl at 10 as i had to submit my evaluation forms.. but then.. i woke up late so i met him at 11 instead.. when i saw him... my heart stop fer a while.. i haven seen him for about 3 weeks.. and damn.. he is looking soo handsome.. i fell in lurve all over again.. He was wearing this goldish yellow top and nice dark jeans and nike shoes.. and those spikey hair.. oh gawd... *melts*
Then we made our way to skewl.. upon reaching there..the whole skewl like haunted..so quiet.. nobody around.. once i submitted the forms.. we both dunno where to go next.. then he decided to eat at KFC at J8.. so we took the train there.. and had fun with the food.. then once again..dilemma of where to go next.. think think think..still dunno where to go..then i decided to go to our halwa port..it was so windy there and we can just sit and talk and forget all our worries..well.. practically.. thats what we did.. catch up with each other on the past 3 weeks we didnt meet up and all.. it was nice.. it was romantic.. falling in lurve all over again.. and then around 4.. he send me home.. the bus ride home was memorable..stuff happened.. well... dun think i should share it here rite.. thats another story.. so till then... adios!~
@ Monday, October 03, 2005
WOOHOOO last day of work.. well.. it was kinda upsetting that i have to leave actually..once when we are already getting use to working there, we had to leave.. when i said goodbye to the people there.. i had to control my tears..cannot take it.. Argh!! well.. on the last day.. i didnt really do much work la..slack slack.. and then during lunch, Dear Jo.. brought us to Popeyes at the airport for lunch..it was his treat.. and lemme tell u the food there is wonderful!! i love it.. especially the whip potato..nina and jo was right.. it was superb.!! then after work..went swimming with my mum and bro..a nice way to slack and relax.. just lazing in da water.. made all my worried go away.. just floating and all..haiz..im sure to go back and do that again weekly..anyways..thats all fer now!~
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@ Monday, October 03, 2005
On the second last day of attachment, i decided we need to celebrate..so i decided we all go pizza hut to eat.. but no one wanted to come.. so me and wei chun went on with the plans.. you can see wat we had la.. its was fun.. as usual..lots of crapping and nonsence.. it was wei chun's treat..THANKEW BOY!! damn.. im gonna miss him..we help each other pass time in ssmc...well..theres more to blog next time..adios!~
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