I dunno wat life expect of me anymore.. i dunno wat to do anymore... all i want is some care concern and some love.. is that so hard to get?? wat happened to normal love?? wat happened to uncomplicated love?? why does everything have to be linked to on to something?? i miss my old days..where love is just..pure love... i just want some attention.. i wan some care.. why cant i get them?? i hate living right now.. its just sooo complicated.. i do have people who wants to show me care and concern..but its just so wrong.. the method and everything is wrong.. argh.. they just kep hurting me again and again..

Faizal told me..im just being too nice.. i let people step all over me.. let them make use of me..take me fer a ride.. i think he is right.. even if i cry my heart out while typing this.. it doesnt make any use.. im just alone.. sitting right here.. ALL ALONE!! with no one around me.. i feel so ALONE!! why am i going thru life ALONE!?? i dun have support..yeah.. U PEOPLE USE me as UR SUPPORT! but i aint strong anymore.. im crumbling.. im falling apart... i cant hold myself anymore.. please.. just stop doing things to me.. i cant take it.. please... god... take me away.. take me..

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