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Things I am Looking Forward to:
Family Meeting up on 1st February
Official Ask for hand in marriage on 20th March Engagement in June
Looking for mine and Zeyauls Home in 2010
Wedding in 2010
Family Meeting up on 1st February
Official Ask for hand in marriage on 20th March Engagement in June
Looking for mine and Zeyauls Home in 2010
Wedding in 2010
2008-07-29 @ Tuesday, July 29, 2008
First and formost...MUNIRA!! GET WELL FAST!!!!!
Okie...now I shall start blogging.. Been long... nothing much been happening...except..MY CHALET!! WOOHOO!!
It was fun fun fun fun!! LOTS OF FUN!! Now..gonna narrate what happened.. We were suppose to check in on Friday at 12pm...But we only checked in at about 7pm..that late..yeah I know..so what we did on friday... We went around shopping for last minute items.. I have been working and busy and all... my family dun have the initiative to go get it done earlier.. so we went around shopping for food and stuff...
And then we went to Bedok..where at last and finally I bought my new phone and changed my number.. I got the Samsung new SGH-G810 phone....its happening laa!
So all those whom I didnt sms my new number..Im sorry...Its either forgot...or that..I REALLY DUN WANT U IN MY LIFE!! SO i didnt send u my number...hehe..
So...I fiddled with my phone all the way to the chalet..arrived there... we got bored..cause its only me, my mum, shan and his gal... his gal left soon enough later then its only the three of us... Vin baby called..he wanted to come with venkat...atleast can keep me happy..( I haven seen him for a few days and i miss him like crazy)... My mum didnt allow..she wants me to sleep...can u imagine.. people go chalet and sleep at around 11pm?? Well.. I got so bored and pissed off... I actually did sleep at 11pm...
Wake up the next day....Called Vin.. And he promised to come by 1330hrs...of course there were abit of cock up here and there cause Venkat wants to go take MC la... Vin's fren got into accident la.. so many things happened.. so i locked the chalet..left two tickets at the counter..and went to WILD WILD WET!! It was happening la.. its my first time there..and i enjoyed myself there...especially more when Vin and Venkat arrived later on... we went thru the rides again.. My mum left halfway and my bro and his gal disappeared too.. so its just me and them... My favourite memory was went we went to sit in the jacuzzie.... it was romantic..hehehe.. nothing to say la about that part...
Then we left the park and went back to the chalet.. I quickly changed and need to run more errands.. more things needed to buy and Vin needed to go tekka awhile.. So we rode around.. Its been long since i rode the bike with him.. missed the feeling... then we went back to the chalet where the other 2 siva came together with maithili and Jag.. they are all happening people.. Ganesh, Kugan all came also... I get to make more friends..
My aunties and uncles and cousins also came..it was quite a crowd...all of us makaning..havin fun... relaxing... soaking in the goodness..it was fun!! I loved it...
The when everyone left.. we went to head out deeper in to the chalet and lepakz... And the rest is history..I cant type here la...Private moments..but it will never be forgotten!!
THe next day..we pack up and head back home... haiz.. it was the longest I ever get to spend with my Vin... It was memorable and fun and we plan to do it all over again soon!! As usual... PHOTOS PLEASE!!!! ( this photos were all taken by my new phone!! hehe)
Okie...now I shall start blogging.. Been long... nothing much been happening...except..MY CHALET!! WOOHOO!!
It was fun fun fun fun!! LOTS OF FUN!! Now..gonna narrate what happened.. We were suppose to check in on Friday at 12pm...But we only checked in at about 7pm..that late..yeah I know..so what we did on friday... We went around shopping for last minute items.. I have been working and busy and all... my family dun have the initiative to go get it done earlier.. so we went around shopping for food and stuff...
And then we went to Bedok..where at last and finally I bought my new phone and changed my number.. I got the Samsung new SGH-G810 phone....its happening laa!
So all those whom I didnt sms my new number..Im sorry...Its either forgot...or that..I REALLY DUN WANT U IN MY LIFE!! SO i didnt send u my number...hehe..
So...I fiddled with my phone all the way to the chalet..arrived there... we got bored..cause its only me, my mum, shan and his gal... his gal left soon enough later then its only the three of us... Vin baby called..he wanted to come with venkat...atleast can keep me happy..( I haven seen him for a few days and i miss him like crazy)... My mum didnt allow..she wants me to sleep...can u imagine.. people go chalet and sleep at around 11pm?? Well.. I got so bored and pissed off... I actually did sleep at 11pm...
Wake up the next day....Called Vin.. And he promised to come by 1330hrs...of course there were abit of cock up here and there cause Venkat wants to go take MC la... Vin's fren got into accident la.. so many things happened.. so i locked the chalet..left two tickets at the counter..and went to WILD WILD WET!! It was happening la.. its my first time there..and i enjoyed myself there...especially more when Vin and Venkat arrived later on... we went thru the rides again.. My mum left halfway and my bro and his gal disappeared too.. so its just me and them... My favourite memory was went we went to sit in the jacuzzie.... it was romantic..hehehe.. nothing to say la about that part...
Then we left the park and went back to the chalet.. I quickly changed and need to run more errands.. more things needed to buy and Vin needed to go tekka awhile.. So we rode around.. Its been long since i rode the bike with him.. missed the feeling... then we went back to the chalet where the other 2 siva came together with maithili and Jag.. they are all happening people.. Ganesh, Kugan all came also... I get to make more friends..
My aunties and uncles and cousins also came..it was quite a crowd...all of us makaning..havin fun... relaxing... soaking in the goodness..it was fun!! I loved it...
The when everyone left.. we went to head out deeper in to the chalet and lepakz... And the rest is history..I cant type here la...Private moments..but it will never be forgotten!!
THe next day..we pack up and head back home... haiz.. it was the longest I ever get to spend with my Vin... It was memorable and fun and we plan to do it all over again soon!! As usual... PHOTOS PLEASE!!!! ( this photos were all taken by my new phone!! hehe)
2008-07-21 @ Monday, July 21, 2008
Been wondering what been up with me?? So long never blog la...been busy...
So whats been up.. i shall just blog about what I remember la.. Lately..life been hypering as usual.. my life has never been dull la lately.. been happening only.. I am glad it is that way.. but im afraid my body might not be able to take it..i have been out almost every single day.. my body needs some rest la... aiyooo..
First and foremost Congratz to Abg Borhan and Parveen on their engagement... I cant wait for the wedding.. Parveen is soooo pretttyyy!! Love the lengga she wore for the engagement...she looks hots..
Oh yeah.. most happening highlight so far was the clubbing session I went for last wednesday..since it was ladies night.. me syera sri and pat entered fer free la..hehehe..the rest of them were our work mates... those who came really made it damn happening and i love every session of it.. I LOVE dancing with Said and Hairil... HAPPENING LA!! WOOOH!! Its fun... all those who came were Omar, Fadhly, Louise, Martin, Tan, Amin, Said, Hairil, Syera, Pat, Pat's BF... ITS REALLY FUN!! Photos will be uploaded later cause its still with syera..although I have one from Whosgoin.sg... the photographer was there and he took our pic..check it out..
Well..I got 2 people to thank for this most wonderful experience...First person is my mother.. Why? Well..cause..she allow me to be myself..and have fun...even though i came back home at 5am,, she did not call me non stop or persuade me to come home early or constantly check on me or keep calling syera..she knew i been thru hell and let me have my fun!! I LOVE YOU MUM!
So whats been up.. i shall just blog about what I remember la.. Lately..life been hypering as usual.. my life has never been dull la lately.. been happening only.. I am glad it is that way.. but im afraid my body might not be able to take it..i have been out almost every single day.. my body needs some rest la... aiyooo..
First and foremost Congratz to Abg Borhan and Parveen on their engagement... I cant wait for the wedding.. Parveen is soooo pretttyyy!! Love the lengga she wore for the engagement...she looks hots..
Oh yeah.. most happening highlight so far was the clubbing session I went for last wednesday..since it was ladies night.. me syera sri and pat entered fer free la..hehehe..the rest of them were our work mates... those who came really made it damn happening and i love every session of it.. I LOVE dancing with Said and Hairil... HAPPENING LA!! WOOOH!! Its fun... all those who came were Omar, Fadhly, Louise, Martin, Tan, Amin, Said, Hairil, Syera, Pat, Pat's BF... ITS REALLY FUN!! Photos will be uploaded later cause its still with syera..although I have one from Whosgoin.sg... the photographer was there and he took our pic..check it out..
Well..I got 2 people to thank for this most wonderful experience...First person is my mother.. Why? Well..cause..she allow me to be myself..and have fun...even though i came back home at 5am,, she did not call me non stop or persuade me to come home early or constantly check on me or keep calling syera..she knew i been thru hell and let me have my fun!! I LOVE YOU MUM!
Next person I really appreciate is none other then Vin... Well.. This alladin baby of mine.. Haiz.. Words cant describe him la... Firstly.. he started off when I first asked him whether I can go..all he said was go have fun and he TRUST me... Then on the day itself.. he kinda forgot that im going clubbing.. but he didnt let the anger get to me.. he still told me have fun..and not in a sarcastic moment..during clubbing.. he does not expect me to keep smsing or calling him or remember him and all.. WHICH IS SUPER DUPER SWEET!! Although he is working night shift at that moment and he could keep calling me..he DIDNT!! GAWD!! I appreciate him alot la.. This inturn made me call him and sms him all.. I am the kinda gal.. if u forcefully make me do it.. I WONT!! IF u leave it up to me.. I will automatically do it.. so both parties were happy.. Once i got home.. I called him..and went to sleep.. no fights..no quarrels.. nothing.. I actually end up behaving myself at the club.. not being cheeky and all..although there were idiots who wanted to dance with me and kept irritating me.. argh!~ Vin.. You really are a God's Gift to me.. The sweetest!!! I LUB U!!!
This wednesday I will be meeting Rajaie to pass him some of his stuff that is still wit me.. U see ah.. I am still okie with us being normal frens but he cant...i have no idea why la.. pathetic but its okie... He will be coming with some hot gal or something..ehehe.. i dun give a damn..cause i look at her.. i will only feel pity...haiz...
My back been hurting like crazy.. Vin gonna bring me go hospital to get it xray.. i think it must be cause of an accident that had happened once in the past which i dun wish to state here..wait certain people get sensitive about it...
Other than that..this fri sat sun ill be having a chalet.. oh yeah.. munira.. i want u to come.. ill be calling u soon fer the details.. vin and gang all will be there.. frens frens and more frens.. we can take many many photos..
Now im sitting on my new and revamp room as i blog.. i dismantle and redesign my 4 post bed into a no post bed.. hhee.. i took every single thing that reminded me of reggie and threw it away.. photos on the board.. his flowers.. everything... speaking of which... i got a BIG MASHIMARO to give away... anyone who is a fan of mashimaro.. pls contact me and i can give it to u for free... i dun like mashimaro.. dun ask me how come i have it okie.. i just do...haiz..
So anyways.. thats about it la.. i got nothing much to blog about also.. oh yeah.. I am in the team building committee in my Div.. so will be doing alot of planning and trekking and viewing.. I love planning for stuff... Hmmm...
I am just grateful that life been so sweet... really grateful... i dunno why i didnt do all this sooner.. i didnt noe why i didnt give up earlier and keep on fighting.. the person who is an angel was right infront of me all along and i didnt see.. my family are soo supportive even thru the shit i put them thru...
Oh yeah...few days back..went over to Shiva's place to visit his mum who is not well.. His mum is a sweet lady.... very very nice lady.. the other shiva was also there..hehe...it was non stop laughter.. after that vin send me home.. sweetness!! lol... (notice i like to say sweetness when it comes to vin!! hehe)
Okie...will update more.. photos wil be uploaded once obtained..till then..take care!!!
2008-07-13 @ Sunday, July 13, 2008
Love....A wonderful word...at the same time...a torturous word... Its just how u see it...
Today.. I AM DEAD TIRED from work... Really tired.. thank god my dear TL doesnt really want to brief much so we were allowed to leave at around 2030hrs..
I called Vin.. We were suppose to meet for dinner at around 2130hrs.. but i got the chance to cabut early la.. So off I went and waited for him at my house car park.. I was suppose to meet up with him there.. then he came.. we were both hungry... So we went to the coffeeshop near my house there.. the food there ROCKS la.. we ate to our hearts content..then decided to go over to over to my car to lepak awhile then go home la..
So as we were seated in our car... He suddenly talks about surprises and all.. like what romantic things we have done and all.. and out of the blue.. Out POP A PERLINIS SILVER BAG!!
I seriously was caught off guard.. I didnt noe how to react.. its as if the first time ever a guy ever bought me anything kinda feeling... So I took the bag and gave him a GIGANTIC SQUEEZE..let me lead thru with u whats inside the bag...
First.. Lets show u the bag...
Today.. I AM DEAD TIRED from work... Really tired.. thank god my dear TL doesnt really want to brief much so we were allowed to leave at around 2030hrs..
I called Vin.. We were suppose to meet for dinner at around 2130hrs.. but i got the chance to cabut early la.. So off I went and waited for him at my house car park.. I was suppose to meet up with him there.. then he came.. we were both hungry... So we went to the coffeeshop near my house there.. the food there ROCKS la.. we ate to our hearts content..then decided to go over to over to my car to lepak awhile then go home la..
So as we were seated in our car... He suddenly talks about surprises and all.. like what romantic things we have done and all.. and out of the blue.. Out POP A PERLINIS SILVER BAG!!
I seriously was caught off guard.. I didnt noe how to react.. its as if the first time ever a guy ever bought me anything kinda feeling... So I took the bag and gave him a GIGANTIC SQUEEZE..let me lead thru with u whats inside the bag...
First.. Lets show u the bag...
Ok...So what is inside the bag?? Let me show u....
Its a BOX.... 
After the box.... Jeng Jeng Jeng....Comes a Card...
After reading the card and opening the box... COMES THE NECKLACE!!!!
What a beautiful thing it is.. Im So In Love with it....So the whole package of love looks like this...
2008-07-12 @ Saturday, July 12, 2008
Okay... remember I was telling u people earlier that I had to get ready to go out right..so i got ready then went out of the house at around 1plus.. then called Vin.. we were suppose to meet outside then decided to have lunch with lecheemi at her work place.. Vin bought me lunch already.. so we went to the Hives and sat lepaks as usual.. I love the atmosphere there la.. can just sleeppz.. so anyways... reach there already.. makan makan...
Then after that me and Vin got no idea where to go la... we are clueles.. check out movie timings all like boring like that.. so what we did.. once again we lepak at the sofa there and vin lie down on my lap on the sofa and he nicely hug me and fell asleep.. i couldn take a pic la..wasted...
Lecheemi came and we BITCH..as usual.. gals will sit and do nothing but bitch la... then soon when Vin woke up, he called Venkat and the happy clown came... Its nice to have him around la.. his stories can really make people crack up.. we talk talk until evening.. then i started to feel sleepy and I feel asleep on Vin.. we swapped.. this time.. this jokers took pics of me asleep... Photos please... I love this photo of us......
Then after that me and Vin got no idea where to go la... we are clueles.. check out movie timings all like boring like that.. so what we did.. once again we lepak at the sofa there and vin lie down on my lap on the sofa and he nicely hug me and fell asleep.. i couldn take a pic la..wasted...
Lecheemi came and we BITCH..as usual.. gals will sit and do nothing but bitch la... then soon when Vin woke up, he called Venkat and the happy clown came... Its nice to have him around la.. his stories can really make people crack up.. we talk talk until evening.. then i started to feel sleepy and I feel asleep on Vin.. we swapped.. this time.. this jokers took pics of me asleep... Photos please... I love this photo of us......
Then as usual..wake up means hungry...took the car.. put Venkat in the car with me..went around looking for pizza hut... got it... bring back to Hives..then makan with lecheemi and theng theng and all la.. venkat took some and left home.. then me and Vin make our way to A Park some where in bedok.. wont name it... This park has a water area where we can put our feet in and relax.. I really feel like we are no a ship la.. and the base is moving.. I LOVE THIS PLACE.. its super duper romantic.. Turns out vin always lepakz there during his skewl days and I LOVE IT!! Looks like we found another spot to call ours.. I love it there.. haiz... I love the person who brought me there too la... Photos Please...
His eyes looks close in most of the pics cause he is sensitive to flash.. its hard to get his eyes open.. one thing i really love about him is that he loves camere whoring as much as I do.. I LOVE IT!!! He is all smiles.. woohoo!! lol... Till i blog again..take care...
2008-07-11 @ Friday, July 11, 2008
Okay People...Before You continue reading this entry...Stand up tall.. and GIVE ME A ROUND OF APPLAUSE!! WOOHOOO!!! WEEET WEEEETT!!! EH AH EH AH EEEHHH AHHHH!!! JiiGidY jIgIiDy JENGGOOO!!
Why am I so happy u must be wondering..well..cause...LIFE HAS BEEN GOOOD LAAA!!!!
WHY WHY WHY YOU MUST ASK.. CAUSE.... LIFE IS WONDERFUL LAAA!!! Hehehehe...
Actually.. I just come back from my IPPT..and I PASSED!! WOOHOOOO!!! Actually I can achieve Silver...but i am running WITHOUT TRAINING and I PASSED!!!
Here is the Gist.... You see ah.. When I was with that idiot.. i took many attempts to pass my ippt.. and then had trouble passing my shooting also... my mind wasnt really into work cause i got alot of shit to think about..his SHIT!! SERIOUSLY!! ehehehe...
Then..since 05/06/08... God send me a very tall and handsome Man to protect me against all odds..to support me and TRUST me and believe in me... I am so thankful for Vin....Next.. I passed my shooting without even putting any effort into it...I just sailed into it.... then comes this IPPT thingy... ALAMAK..POWWERR LAA!! IM SO HYPE to face the rest of the year... BRING IT ON!! WOOHOOOO!!!.. Sorry la.. i think u can sense that I am very happy!~ TL even put me part of the Team Building Committee cause i Know I can bring smiles on people face...When I am happy.. I MAKE THE WHOLE WORLD HAPPY!! YEAH YEAH!!
Anyways.. back to a more sombre mood.. Two nights ago.. My Baby Gal..Fifi.. Ran away from home and got catnapped.. My mum cried many tears and we went everywhere cannot find her.. its really weird that she can just disappear like that.. we had trouble sleeping at night thinking where this lil baby have gone... Vin was there to support me.. He was sure baby fifi would come back and true enough..the next morning, My bro found her screaming at him at the lift landing.. SO HAPPY!! I immediately called Vin and told him.. Life realy looking up la....
Baby... Thanks... You are the sweetest!!!! I Louve YOU!!! HEHEHE... Okie people... got to go get ready to go out.. Take Care...
Btw.. Hasina Akka.. I heard u read my blog too.. HARLOW!! HOw are You?? Do give me and Munira a niece or nephew soon... We want to pamper someone!! PLEASE PLEASE!! =)
Why am I so happy u must be wondering..well..cause...LIFE HAS BEEN GOOOD LAAA!!!!
WHY WHY WHY YOU MUST ASK.. CAUSE.... LIFE IS WONDERFUL LAAA!!! Hehehehe...
Actually.. I just come back from my IPPT..and I PASSED!! WOOHOOOO!!! Actually I can achieve Silver...but i am running WITHOUT TRAINING and I PASSED!!!
Here is the Gist.... You see ah.. When I was with that idiot.. i took many attempts to pass my ippt.. and then had trouble passing my shooting also... my mind wasnt really into work cause i got alot of shit to think about..his SHIT!! SERIOUSLY!! ehehehe...
Then..since 05/06/08... God send me a very tall and handsome Man to protect me against all odds..to support me and TRUST me and believe in me... I am so thankful for Vin....Next.. I passed my shooting without even putting any effort into it...I just sailed into it.... then comes this IPPT thingy... ALAMAK..POWWERR LAA!! IM SO HYPE to face the rest of the year... BRING IT ON!! WOOHOOOO!!!.. Sorry la.. i think u can sense that I am very happy!~ TL even put me part of the Team Building Committee cause i Know I can bring smiles on people face...When I am happy.. I MAKE THE WHOLE WORLD HAPPY!! YEAH YEAH!!
Anyways.. back to a more sombre mood.. Two nights ago.. My Baby Gal..Fifi.. Ran away from home and got catnapped.. My mum cried many tears and we went everywhere cannot find her.. its really weird that she can just disappear like that.. we had trouble sleeping at night thinking where this lil baby have gone... Vin was there to support me.. He was sure baby fifi would come back and true enough..the next morning, My bro found her screaming at him at the lift landing.. SO HAPPY!! I immediately called Vin and told him.. Life realy looking up la....
Baby... Thanks... You are the sweetest!!!! I Louve YOU!!! HEHEHE... Okie people... got to go get ready to go out.. Take Care...
Btw.. Hasina Akka.. I heard u read my blog too.. HARLOW!! HOw are You?? Do give me and Munira a niece or nephew soon... We want to pamper someone!! PLEASE PLEASE!! =)
2008-07-09 @ Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Hello people...blogging time again.. just woke up from sleep.. then decided to blog... remember i told u guy tat there is some heart wrenching shit that i want to type... well.. here goes..
Before i start..i just want to say..NOTHING I WRITE IN THIS BLOG IS ABOUT U OR HER (THAT IS IF UR STILL READING MY BUSINESS) ITS ABOUT ME REFLECTING MY FEELINGS!!! SUA STILL SUA OKIE!!!
Okie...I have been craving for the Lai Lai Seafood Sambal Chicken Rice for a really long time.. But..the only problem that stops me from going there is that it is near my ex-guy's house.. and i am scared that he would be there with her or something..and most of all..im scared of the good memories...The car park..the place we used to seat for dinner.. i scared i would mess up again... So I have been avoiding it..until one day..(4 nights ago) i decided..ahh fuck it...i got to eat it...so after work..i drove over there..
Yes.. I got to admit..on the way there..the feeling was fucking painful..I had spend most of my time with him around his estate... When I saw the Happy Ave East signboard.. it hit me real hard...very hard.. I almost cried.. So i made a turn around to the food court.. I had to enter by the stupid MSCP... then reach there.. well.. I tot to myself.. I made it this far.. So I went over to the shop and made my order and waited...while Waiting.. I reflected to myself...
I spend 2 years of my life with him... 2 whole years.. during this 2 years..wat has he lied or told the truth to me...was she already in his life during this time as it seems to easy for him to switch to her...yes i do remember that he always mention her name...go to her place.. help her out with this la that la...was i too blind to see this signs? or were they just frens as it seems... she shed a small tear when she read my blog and he scolded me.... did he defended me when people say thing about me...or believed them?? He hit me.. abused me with word when i make him angry.. is it fair? haiz...all this tots were rushing to me...
Suddenly I heard the auntie say my order is ready.. I took the food and left...one weird thing that happened when i put my right leg out of the shop was that.... THE WHOLE SHOP BLACKED OUT!! NO LIGHTS!! I smiled and said to god...." Thank You God"... I take it as a sign...It shows that my past was blacked out as soon as I walked away from there... Its all in my back now...and yes.. I did waste 2 years of my life.. I did waste alot and made soooo many mistakes... but..its okie.. I learned.. I am a more mature person now...and..now comes to a happier part..enough of sad stories already....
The other day, I told u guys that i had a new insurance agent right... so i needed to go over to her house to make copies of my IC and Civil Card...dear vin also wanted to see me that day...so i asked Vin to park his bike and my house.. put him in the car.. went to fetch muniya and went over to her house.. Vin waited downstairs..went up to her place and get to work..her mother was nice.. loved her!! LOL.. Then went down and me and Vin dunno wat to do next... so what we did was we went to Tekka to eat dinner with Venkat.. Then we went back home...
Lately.. I have been spending alot of time with Vin...I enjoy every moment with him.. He introduces me to every single one of his frens..and even his fren's mother...lol.. nice chap la.. i think there could be more then fren in us..and guess what..we are officially dating.. Vin and Ana are officially seeing each other...he is sooo chweet la.... So much different then reggie... I guess the hell episode I had..made me appreciate him more.. Below is the pic of him playing a very meaningful game.... If u see the letters and manage to work it out yourself..it states..Be Mine Officially 06/07/08....
Yesterday, My police frens told me that on the 16th we are going clubbing to celebrate a frens bday..ask me to come along...usually.. I get scared to ask my ex-guy cause i noe it would CONFIRM get into a fight..so i whip out my phone and sms Vin... u noe what he replied... i TRUST U and go enjoy urself.. WOW!! I was smiling la.. i know it could mean nothing to some of u readers..but IT MEANT ALOT TO ME!! After all that I have gone thru..this is wonderful!!!! Haiz....Yesterday after work..he wanted to cook dinner for me..but i didnt want to tire him..met him up then we went to Teh Tarik at Tampines..buy food..then ciao la..go home.. Met up wit his fren Siva..nice chap...cool and suave.... Okla... i gtg... Take Care people....
2008-07-06 @ Sunday, July 06, 2008
I see you all the time
Never see you smile
I try to picture what's going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself
He took your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care how you feel...
You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
I wana see you out that door... cuz girl you know your worth much more
So baby tell me why
So baby tell me why
you stick around
Always lonely and you only wear a frown
He don't treat you good and you know
The only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn't live a lie with someone
When deep inside you know he ain't the one
I don't know what to say no more
I wana see you out that door
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him goI don't know he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind
Girl I understand
Girl I understand
That you're scared
And you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain't true
No no noI know that there some there for you
Someone that will see
That you are worth
An undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know your worth so much more
Wana see you out that door
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him goI don't know he's done to you
But I know it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiri
I really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him go
I don't know he's done to you
But I know its time to move on
@ Sunday, July 06, 2008
Weekends....Sunday...My First off...Finally get to meet up with Vin..AT LAST!!!
Before that..I want to state that it has been over 24 hours since i slept..power laa...hehehe..i haven sleep la... Here's what I did..
Yesterday was night shift la... so i finish work today around 10am.. I went to tampiness mall to shop around..as I walk around.. I spotted this beautiful couple bracelet... its nice and not typical...its both manly and feminin...So what i did.. I bought it..then walk walk some more.. I saw this sweater...It loooooked so niceeee...Sadly its only for male..so once again.. I bought it.. lol.. Walk walk some more.. finish my shopping urge..I rushed home..
Once I reach home, I bathe, got ready and off to Mami Lin's Cucu celebration...The food is DELICIOUS and they cooked all of it themselves..Family POWER!! Shiok la the food...wonderful... after that my mum and bro wanted to go for a wedding at woodlands..and i dun feel like going..so i left..
Reach home, I packed the stuff I bought earlier nicely and went to meet Vin... At first when i gave him the bracelet..he almost jump in joy...sweetness la this lil ladhu of mine..lol.. then i didnt tell him anything about the sweater till when he sent me home.. he got another shocked..he got lots of surprises la...
Well..this is me... I am a very giving person.. I love making people happy...I loved the look on his face when he put on the sweater...It look damn great on him... sooooo niceeee... he is tall and fair..so the sweater really enhances his look...glad of my fashion sense!! lol...we went to watch Zohan....well..okla..the movie is a bit stupid la.. not my kinda thing... we ate..walk walk.. went to our fav spot in the world...lepakz some more..then he send me home..
Had a nice evening..thanks Vin Baby... your the sweetest....I shall update more soon..my mind slowly shutting down la.. take carez...
Before that..I want to state that it has been over 24 hours since i slept..power laa...hehehe..i haven sleep la... Here's what I did..
Yesterday was night shift la... so i finish work today around 10am.. I went to tampiness mall to shop around..as I walk around.. I spotted this beautiful couple bracelet... its nice and not typical...its both manly and feminin...So what i did.. I bought it..then walk walk some more.. I saw this sweater...It loooooked so niceeee...Sadly its only for male..so once again.. I bought it.. lol.. Walk walk some more.. finish my shopping urge..I rushed home..
Once I reach home, I bathe, got ready and off to Mami Lin's Cucu celebration...The food is DELICIOUS and they cooked all of it themselves..Family POWER!! Shiok la the food...wonderful... after that my mum and bro wanted to go for a wedding at woodlands..and i dun feel like going..so i left..
Reach home, I packed the stuff I bought earlier nicely and went to meet Vin... At first when i gave him the bracelet..he almost jump in joy...sweetness la this lil ladhu of mine..lol.. then i didnt tell him anything about the sweater till when he sent me home.. he got another shocked..he got lots of surprises la...
Well..this is me... I am a very giving person.. I love making people happy...I loved the look on his face when he put on the sweater...It look damn great on him... sooooo niceeee... he is tall and fair..so the sweater really enhances his look...glad of my fashion sense!! lol...we went to watch Zohan....well..okla..the movie is a bit stupid la.. not my kinda thing... we ate..walk walk.. went to our fav spot in the world...lepakz some more..then he send me home..
Had a nice evening..thanks Vin Baby... your the sweetest....I shall update more soon..my mind slowly shutting down la.. take carez...
2008-07-05 @ Saturday, July 05, 2008
Okay People... Are you ready? Here comes another entry....Dun blame me for having an exciting lifestyle..lol
So the last time i blogged..I wrote that Vin send me flowers..remember?? Well..thats was during my day shift...Guess what?? During my night shift, he dropped by my work place, again this time unannounced..and bought me Chocolates...sweet sweet chocolates..sorry people i got no pic to put up cause all the chocos is in my tummy...yum yum... He getting sweeter and sweeter la..then sadly, the next day he fell sick.. So after work, I kinda rushed to see him and brought him to the clinic and get him to see the doc..haiz..now thank god he is much better... check out this pic of him.. I aint sure he studying or writing love notes...love the angle of the pic though...Will write more bout him later..
So the last time i blogged..I wrote that Vin send me flowers..remember?? Well..thats was during my day shift...Guess what?? During my night shift, he dropped by my work place, again this time unannounced..and bought me Chocolates...sweet sweet chocolates..sorry people i got no pic to put up cause all the chocos is in my tummy...yum yum... He getting sweeter and sweeter la..then sadly, the next day he fell sick.. So after work, I kinda rushed to see him and brought him to the clinic and get him to see the doc..haiz..now thank god he is much better... check out this pic of him.. I aint sure he studying or writing love notes...love the angle of the pic though...Will write more bout him later..
So anyways..then whats next..oh yeah... I have this fren i noe for a long time, Vicky, he teaches and does dance and all... well he needed someone to replace one of his gal as she had to drop out..well.. i tot fine.. i help him out.. so since then.. all my off days are spent practising.. I have 3 weeks to the competition..my whole body aches laaaa.... when i met vin yesterday after the dance pract..he was kind enough to massage my shoulders for me... like i said..sooo sweet... Practices are all at Bukit Batok..I got lost dunno how many times trying to get there...lol..
Speaking of meeting Vin after practice, we practically actually lepakz under Ezan's Blk.. I realise that Vin noes ezan and he told me that we are right under her block...Aiyoo.. I had goosepimples.. lol.. My body really need to stop aching la..every move i make hurtssss..arghhh!!
Btw..I have a new insurance agent and she is no other then MUNIYA!!! YEAY YEAY!! One good thing about her style is that she is very honest..she will tell u what u need and what u dun base on ur lifestyle and budget...she so far doing a gd job...yeay yeay...
Dance Practice has limit my time spending with Vin and all..makes me kinda sad..but sure there will be time to make up for it..I am planning for a surprise for him.. But i dun have the time to carry it out..aiyoo..god please be on my side.. okla..there is another sensitive issue I want to pour out..but it will be next time cause i am getting tired...good nite people! BYE!~
Raima...So Sorry la gal.. I really have been busy..no time to email email.. even my Paracounsellor Essay I haven start yet..Puves..u started yours already anot?? Aiyooo..STRESS STRESS!!
2008-07-01 @ Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Check out the many faces of My Baby Gal..Love her loads.!!
@ Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Okie..this is going to be a frikking long entryyyy... here goes..
Firstly, I want to type this beginning part to the asshole who was in my life and L.O.V.E.S to assume things and make an ass of himself.. as usual..none other then Mr Rajaie Raj Gill..
Want to noe what happened? here goes...Apparently, someone went to this idiots blog and wrote some stupid comments la.. And this idiot assumes it was me...Naturally..he must think that I am the only gal in his life who is out to get him when he never realise there is more out there waiting for him to die..
So P.L.E.A.S.E la..I got better things to do rather then jaga tepi kain orang unlike ur mom... Why would i even bother to comment about ur life.. your life.. i live it the way u want la... as an outcast..paria caste..whatever caste..I DUN GIVE A DAMN CARE LAA!! Ashiyoo...wait wait readers..the best part still coming...
So on that day when this idiot read his blog right..he msged me..and that was 29/06/2008.
Now..what was i doing on that date huh.. Well.. Vin had a frens bday party...at St Georges Road.. so he asked me to come along with them la.. Since I already noe Venkat and Mathan.. I was comfy enough to tag along.. So we rode there ( im getting lazier to drive)... The party was nice and homely..Xavier( bday boy) was a nice guy... His family was outgoing too.. Loved the simple party la.. and the food was marvelous... As usual..boys will be boys..the cake end up everywhere else except their mouth...But NOT ME.. I ATE SO MUCH CAKE!! I Even request for Xavier to bring me more..the cake was wonderful la... it was delicious...I got to meet Eddie.. Nice chap..full of nonsense also.. They are really fun bunch of people la.. I got to noe Venkat abit more... He is sweet...We hang out at Xaviers place until we had to leave...So we went to Changi Village to lepakz by the beach..While we were hanging out there...In Came the sms the idiot sent me ( refer to 1st paragraph of this entry)
He was blabbering some rubbish which i have no clue whatsoever.. I dunno what the heck he was talking about la... Then I realise it could be something to do with his blog la...which i dunno what..come on la.. its 1am in the morning...where would i get access to a PC at changi?? RUBBISH!! So anyways.. I was at first shocked la.. then i showed Vin the sms..and he laughed.. I laughed tooo.. STUPID sia... He assumes alot la this small boy...really assume alot..and he think he big already.. he think i got nothing better to do then think of his sorry lil dick!? LOL..
Anyways.. I couldnt be bothered about him la..seriously.. I replied what i needed..then i got bored and just wished him good nite.. and off my phone.. he can chose to believe what he want to la.. men ah...ashiyoooo..cannot just live in peace la.. Like woman sia he.. So pathetic...SO living on with MY life...
The night before..I had made plans with Farezah and Ejah ( my cousins ) to go lepak at clarke quay..it was a sat night afterall.. maybe we could catch some drink and a live band or something.. so we hang out and all at town..it was a fun gal's night out..what happened on that day will only remain between us...so gals.. next trip..St James aite!! Lol..
So then we come to today... Today at last after 10 days of not going to work.. I have to drag my ass to work..damn i was tired.. really tired... got to work.. was feeling abit grumpy here and there...Vin's sms did manage to make me smile here and there.. but mainly was tired la.. then came a phone call at about 3 plus asking me to come to my station counter.. I went down and there he was...on his bike and he handed me a bag..he asked me to go inside the station and opened it later when he left.. SO i was left wondering what the heck is inside the bag as I walked in.. As soon as I entered the Team Office.. I opened the bag and there it was the sweetest purplishest red 3 stalk rose... He is sooooo sweet and it was really unexpected of him.. I didnt expect this side of Vin.. he is super sweet and I was touched la..seriously I was.... That move really made my day..and he told me the purpose he did that was to make me smile..sweet nah..
Well..this made me remember about the talk with Venkat..he did asked me why didnt I consider Vin to be my guy...well..there are alot of factors la.. I dun want to hurt Vin.. I am deeply hurt from my previous relationship..and Unlike that idiot who moved on with the biatch so quickly.. I cant do it la... things were more meaningful to me rather than it was to him.. I noe its really unfair to Vin.. but what can i do.. Venkats advise was for me to take my time and that is what I intend to do...relax abit..although..Vin is really really sweet..haiz.. he is the sweetest la.. Haiz...
Well..what are my plans for this coming week..so I have to work for this 2 days...Wednesday I will be hibernating in bed then maybe going out with Syera and Gang at night..then Thursday I meeting up with Muniya to review my Insurance thingys and Of course..to go SHOPPING!! Friday and Sat got to work..then comes Sunday where got to go for this baby 40days thingy and then Im off to meet Vin... we plan to go catch a movie or something.. I dunno... Gonna be a jam pack week ahead..WOOH WOOH!!
So anyways..back to Mr Rajaie Raj Gill and Miss Kiran..Please la people okie.. U think i got nothing better to do then to comment about ur life.. I am not that petty la.. And I wont say that you are.. I do have better things to do...goals to achieve....things to see and learn... feelings to explore and indulge.. I wont be that stupid to write that kinda tacky comments on ur blog.. I can just go down to his place and talk it out with him..thats wat mature adults do..Eh Aziza..Aja sikit la ur son ni.. tak besar2... haiz...susah laaa... hehehehe...Take Care Peepz!~
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