2005-12-14 @ Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Well here i am stuck in C# lab again.. bored to death with nothing much to do.. The lecturer teaching us seems to be having a bad day! Well.. i woke up.. half expecting an sms from Mr Somebody.. But then dun have.. only from Murali reminding me to bring the box and the potporri for this gal gift.. He is just so sweet.. Anyways.. I decided to call him and wish him good morning.. He answer the phone with a happy tone and said "I was just typing an sms to u and u called".. Was happy to hear that.. tok abit bout the rest of the day... and then i had to drag my sorry ass out of bed and bring myself to skewl..
Once i reach AMK, Murali called.. and said he on the way to meet Abi and he wants the stuff.. im already late fer class but i tot wat the heck.. There is seldom a chance to help people in lurve.. So i called shamini and asked her to sign for me while i helped him out.. He bought beautiful gifts for Abi.. Well..She Sure is a lucky gal.. Appreciate him Gal!~
Well, now lets talk about yesterday.. It was a whirlwind of event.. I was left confused upon leaving YCK mrt station.. I confessed to Mr Somebody that i got a crush on him and he too.. had a crush on me.. Isnt that good?? Well actually.. deep down me...deep down farhana as a person, I AM FRIKKING HAPPY!! BUT!! My brain said its not right..some where is not right.. I noe i need to sit down with Mr Somebody and Tell him everything bout wat im thinking.. Im feeling abit scared too.. haiz.. Well.. Lately, I have been avoiding been too.. dunno why.. dun feel like talking much to him.. Well..Ill update more later la.. see ya!~
2005-12-10 @ Saturday, December 10, 2005
Well..Suddenly im in da mood to blog..so here goes wats been happening so far...
On Thursday..I had this stupid C# test which i noe im gonna fail fer.. its so stupidly easy but i somehow cant do it..brain block i assume...well EXCUSES... Nothing much happened then.. I made plans with habib to meet up the next day but he somehow also find EXCUSES not to come over and all..so i was stuck bored on friday.. i didnt noe where to go after skewl..
Then upon reaching south after skewl on friday.. we slack with the usual people..and then murali sms me asking me where i was, then i replied that i was in south and he told me he would be there soon.. meanwhile.. i just look at ayam... he was there too..all cute and nice.. The Murali came..he went for a puff... then came back...feeling bored.. i decided to follow them go walk walk around skewl..so me bala and rishi walked to FJ.. I invited shamz to come along but she refused.. so we went to slack at FJ...
Lemme tell u this.. Bala, Murali, Ganesh, Rishi, Venga, Joshua, Ashok and put them all together.. u get... FUN LAUGHTER AND SOOOOOO MUCHHH MOREEEE FUUUN!!.. Damn i never laugh so much for so long.. sit there with them from 1 all the way till 5... i didnt plan to spend so much time there.. but i didnt realise the time when i was there.. Well.. i must say.. My perception on Bala really changed.. He is a nice guy.. Farny Fella..Well.. Life was good.. I hope i get to spend more time with them.. I walked home with Joshua and Venga.. Farny thing.. I was hoping monday come fast.. i had so much fun in skewl cause of them.. ahaha..anyways.. i will blog more next time.. i aint got no more stuff to write.. Adioz!!!
2005-12-05 @ Monday, December 05, 2005
Hiye there.. i am back with more pictures.. more and more pictorial stories.. well here goes.. on the 2nd of december.. rajesh and gang decided to celebrate shalini bday at sembawang satay club.. so since i, shamin and shalini finish class as early as 12.. we decided to slack at south canteen.. well...our butts froze in our seats cause we sat there till 6 pm.. all sorts of nonsence we do and all sorts of people we meet.. then anyways.. six pm came and we went to meet rajesh and nash at amk mrt station.. me and shamz waited fer letch and jubilee cause we planned to go buy shalini a cake and she wasnt suppose to noe about it yet... so we went to wait fer letch at jubilee then headed to sun plaza to buy the cake... Then Upon reaching there.. she cut her cake all and eat eat.. it was so shiok.. Well.. here we go...
Shamini & Bday Cake & Letchmi waitin for bus on the way...
Nice Pose by the bday gal Akka....
Letchmi & Ana in da bus..on da way...
The Birthday Cake..
Shalini..Bday Gal
Bday Gal..Cutting her Cake..
Shalini & Letchmi & Shalini & Malar & Ana
Frens Forever...
Us & Tempting Cake
Rajesh & Nash & Remo
Food we ordered..You can see the guys ordered BK..
The satay they ordered...
Dig In Gals.. Yum Yum..

Sneak Preview of wats on my plate...
Remo With his new phone..
Best of Frens
Wat A pose Shamini...Fuuh!!
We Wish You A Merry Christmas..
Shalini & Remo
A Thorn Among The Roses...
Us Being Lady Like.. Respect Us For Wat We Are!!
Models for the latest upcoming BMW Series...HOT HOT!!
Rajesh & Shalini
Its All over the Place...
Wats the Qn Again?? Thinks Hard....
Well...Thats all folks.. We blow You A kiss and Bid Good BYEE!!!
2005-12-01 @ Thursday, December 01, 2005
Life nowadays...seems everyone wants to be in a relationship..but they dunno the pressure and tension involve in a relationship...I am currently in such a dilemma...
Firstly involve my past.. My past was all coming back to me...Thanks to A... He came back into my life and once again wants to be a part of it..Some how...in a state of confusion.. I cant give him any answer..Im actually scared...even before going back together.. he already has this controlling nature..and im used to the freedom i have now.. i dowan to hurt him at all..but fairly speakin..he did hurt me alot in the past too..its a two way thing..im seriously confuse about this..
Secondly involve my present...there is this guy B...we have been frens for about 1 year + ..coming to two years.. I used to have the biggest crush on him and soon it faded away and we became close frens..but i care sooo much for him.. i dun want anything to happen to him or hurt him in any way.. .however..things are getting complicated between us and it seems we cant solve it cause im afraid i might hurt his feelings..there was a period of time when he didnt seem to answer my calls..i was soo devastated..I know..between us..there cant be anything cause of our religion and all...so its best we remain as frens..however..id like to acknowledge wat we are facing now.. can we??
Thirdly involve my future..there is this guy C.. he is sweet and all.. i knew him for almost a year..and we are soooo close...very close..i even introduced him to my family and he bonded well with them especially my mum..everything is ok...he love me alot..and i do care for him alot too..however..there are some things missing in him that i cant put my finger on..the IT factor.. i simply dunno wat it is.. Sometimes..he irritates me to a point i dun feel like talking to him.. at all..but..he is reliable and i must say everything a gal needs in the future is stable if she were to hooked up to him.. im really confuse..
Somehow now.. i really dun feel like being in any relationship at all.. i just want to relax in life.. slowly grow up and mature and see wat life has to offer..date around and just be frens wit guys.. aint being labeled a slut.. just frens aint slutty aint it??Im so confuse... well the main thing im feeling right now this moment is for B.. I really want us to solve this thing between us...this unknown tension.. i seriously dunno wat is happening..please god.. show me some grace..bless my soul..